To me, suicide is much worst, because I'm thinking "Aren't rock stars sort of expected to drink themselves to death?"... I'm also thinking, wouldn't they know impressionable fans would try to copy him? But I wouldn't be surprised if you were right about different point of view, considering how historically suicide is the brave thing to do, while drinking yourself to death might sound anything but glorious.
What bothers me more is the fact that they said he died of alcohol consumption but barely mentioned he had a 3 inch hole in his head? I mean, what would have caused that? You normally don't get a 3 inch hole in your skull even from hitting your head on stuff. Why wasn't that explained?
Having met a fair amount of compulsive liars who like to make up really elaborate stories to be interesting, I have my doubts. Not saying that the man Feudal met or the doctor was one, but I am less inclined to believe that sort of stories as I was once, let's say.
Also, I think we'll never know what really happened to hide, and that he's gone, and that we should all concentrate on the part where he was alive:D I remember "celebrating" hide's 2nd death anniversary and so on until I finished high school. Now that I look back, it was stupid. LemonedNeko, you're doing the right thing in celebrating his birthday.
Thanks for posting this though, Feudal. It does give a new point of view. I would have been so shocked in your place. Hope it didn't ruin your night or anything!