Once again: I need help!! XD

[~Carmilla~]

I'm translating the lyrics of "Silent Jealousy" but there are few bizarre parts in the lyrics that I can't figure out.. o_O Can you guys help me and translate these parts, please? * Of course I know what the English parts mean, but those Japanese parts are so weird 'cos I couldn't find those in the English version!!

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love
Genkaku no ai ni kawareta
Aatsuri ningyo

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me
Yubisaki made shinku ni somatta
Ore wo mitsumete

Moe taekirenai kodoku no serenade
Kyozou no umi ni nagashite
Yume kara sameta chimamire no tenshi wo
Mune ni daitemo
I can not stop

...

Silent jealousy
Yume ni ochite
Dakishimeru kioku wo
Stay in yesterday
Toki wo tomete
Kurikaesu kodoku wo keshite
Take me back to the memory, to the dream
Silent jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
Kanashimi ni midarete
Kill me love

I found an English version of this song, but it's so weird that those parts weren't properly translated!! I want a PERFECT version of X's songs' translations!!! ;___;

Arigatoooooouuu~~

[begonia]

I'm looking for you
Trying to reach your roses
Carried away by the time

静寂の凶氣に片目を潰されたまま

You've gone away
From the stage
Leaving no words
There's just fake tears left

僞りの眞珠で飾った薔薇の花束を探す

I'm blind insane
In the red of silence
Now I've lost your love

幻覺の愛に飼われた操り人形

Get me on my feet
Get me back to myself
Pretend you love me

指先まで眞紅で染ったオレを見つめて

もう耐えきれない孤獨の セレナ-デ
虛像の海に流して
夢から覺めた血塗れの天使を
胸に抱いても I can not stop

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
悲しみに乱れて
戾れない愛を飾る
繰り返す孤獨の中に

Tell me true 何處に行けば
苦しみを愛せる
I still want your love 愛を止めて
くるい口关く記憶を消して

"I just wanted to stay with you
I just wanted to feel your breath of grace
I didn't know what to do
I couldn't say anything
When consciousness returned
Everything had been washed away
by the tide of time, even you
But the scars of memory never fade away
I can't stop loving you
Stop my tears
Stop my loving
Kill my memories"

You dyed my heart in blood
No way to kill my sadness
立ち去る前に殺して
叫氣の愛に抱かれた瞳は
何も見えない
今もI miss you
Can't live without you

Silent jealousy 夢に墮ちて
抱き締める 記憶を
Stay in yesterday 時を止めて
繰り返す 孤獨を消して

Take me back to the memory, to the dream

Silent Jealousy
Don't you leave me alone
悲しみに乱れて
Kill me, Love