Things, that pissed you off today

MIHO · **Reply #630 on:** November 20, 2008, 10:17:07 PM

Okay, something rather odd just happened.

My shrink visits me at home, 1 or 2 times a week. And today, she told me something I never heard before.
Appearantly, I've been emotionally scarred for a long time.
I didn't grow up in a normal situation; my parents divorced when I was 6 and my mom was depressive. I have no contact whatsoever with my stepdad, and the last couple of years, I haven't had a good relationship with my mom either. Ms. Shrink, Els, said that they were practically ignoring me, so I never had the real warmth of a normal family. She said this after I told her my "life story" or however you would like to call it.
So, I've been emotionally abadoned for, like, half my life, or maybe even longer.
That's why I'm terrible at making contact with others, that's why I have no father-ish person in my life.
Now Els wants to make some sort of "plan" with me, like: trying to find a foster family or something like that...
I don't know what to think of it.
At the moment, I'm just confused. I didn't know the stuff going around here wasn't normal. I know I didn't have a father-person, but I had no idea it was this bad.

But I'm quite pissed off, actually. I don't fucking need a foster family. I'd rather live on my own or something. But because I'm not 18 yet, that would be out of the question.
I have no idea why I'm posting this here, actually... I just need to tell someone. Or some people.
Sorry, I'm only posting depressing stuff lately >__> I shouldn't bother you guys with this.

Skooter · **Reply #631 on:** November 21, 2008, 09:09:08 AM

Oh Miho, that sounds bad. I'm not sure what to say, it's not as if I have any advice to give. But hopefully it'll turn out okay?

To stay on-topic: I'm annoyed because I overslept? XD

nage · **Reply #632 on:** November 21, 2008, 11:18:01 AM

^ My parents got divorced when I was 4 and none of them re-married... plus my mom never really dated any guy long enough to bring him home. And I'm visiting my father usually once or twice a year for few days... So I know what it is like growing up without any father-person... And I have an awful relationship with mom... X'D But if they were to give me some foster family, I'd kick their nuts or something.

(And they can't, haha...)

myuu · **Reply #633 on:** November 21, 2008, 03:29:06 PM

the weather -_- ....

MIHO · **Reply #634 on:** November 22, 2008, 07:29:12 PM

Aww, thanX for the sweet comments

I was feeling guilty after I posted it, because I didn't think it was right to rant about how miserable my life is on a forum like XFF >__> I hope I didn't annoy you guys too much :p

@myuu: agreed. It was terribly cold and I was outside ALL day D:

Hurley · **Reply #635 on:** November 22, 2008, 07:35:19 PM

Quote from: MIHO on November 22, 2008, 07:29:12 PM

Aww, thanX for the sweet comments
I was feeling guilty after I posted it, because I didn't think it was right to rant about how miserable my life is on a forum like XFF >__> I hope I didn't annoy you guys too much :p

No one should get annoyed, it's the meaning of this topic after all, to get some steam out you know ;P

AsukaMiyu · **Reply #636 on:** November 24, 2008, 08:21:58 AM

I'm feeling sick since I got up....@@;

Kayero · **Reply #637 on:** November 24, 2008, 10:32:32 AM

Its fuckin cold today and I forgot my card to get into the office so I had to wait about 10 minutes in front of the door. *sigh*

MIHO · **Reply #638 on:** November 24, 2008, 06:15:34 PM

My brother is making my life miserable. And it's not a usual brother-sister-fight, he really means it, it's been going on for a couple of days now... I'm reeeally getting sick of him.

Yurga~ · **Reply #639 on:** November 24, 2008, 07:36:05 PM

I am soooo tired T_T
I went sleep at four at the morning all last three days....
And yesterday i dreamt that i helpt Yamapi to go somewhere
(maybe to the doctor) coz his leg was broken or something
and he couldn't walk by himself and he was going to collapse
at any time, so all night i was heading him to somewhere T___T
I wake up sooo tired T_T
So i hate that soon i will get my art prewiev and i have to work like this~

MIHO · **Reply #640 on:** November 26, 2008, 08:29:23 PM

I watched On the Verge of Destruction again today, and I couldn't help but feel so bad about what happened to Taiji after those happy years..
Damn, that concert always makes me depressed. ._. (not as bad as the Last Live tough, that one's so bad I can't even watch disc 2 XD)

Tordek42 · **Reply #641 on:** December 04, 2008, 11:05:36 PM

I'm so very very ill, I can't tell if I have a stomach ache or if I'm really hungry...

myuu · **Reply #642 on:** December 04, 2008, 11:33:41 PM

my girlfriend pissed me off today, yeah....-_-

Yurga~ · **Reply #643 on:** December 04, 2008, 11:36:49 PM

Serigraphy....
I failed on this technique today T_____T
My fifth layer was awful >_<

nage · **Reply #644 on:** December 05, 2008, 01:12:02 AM

Tordek... don't you DARE being ill!!!!

music7bert · **Reply #645 on:** December 05, 2008, 06:27:06 AM

I'm sick and haven't been able to work for 4 days now. And my work, I'm
sure, has filed up to the nearest tower there...

Tordek42 · **Reply #646 on:** December 05, 2008, 05:17:38 PM

Quote from: nage on December 05, 2008, 01:12:02 AM

Tordek... don't you DARE being ill!!!!

It's not my fault!!! It's this bloody English winter weather...

Back on topic, I was hoping my Kozi guitar pick would show up today, but it hasn't

And my stupid wireless network is playing up

MIHO · **Reply #647 on:** December 05, 2008, 09:21:59 PM

The news about Taiji.....

nage · **Reply #648 on:** December 06, 2008, 03:05:34 AM

The damn person who outbid me and won Anthem CD on ebay.... >,<#

*shakes fist*

50 cents more, just 50 fucking cents!!!! ><'

MIHO · **Reply #649 on:** December 06, 2008, 09:01:42 PM

I hate it when people call me cute. Or when they look down on me.
And it happened today again, several times. Only, this time... it was with my best friend. I really love her, but when she makes me feel as tiny as an ant, I could seriously kick her ass. And so I did, but because I'm so tiny, IT DIDN'T HURT AT ALL. She just laughed.

Damn, I wish I was 30 cm taller.

nage · **Reply #650 on:** December 07, 2008, 12:45:56 AM

Awww... but you're so cuuuuuuuuuuuute~~~~ <333

*runs away*

*hides somewhere far away from you*

You should wear those heavy punk boots.. then it definitelly WOULD HURT! Or those with sharp point, haha..

(How tall are you, btw? O.o)

Sayu · **Reply #651 on:** December 07, 2008, 11:00:43 AM

don't worry,MIHO,last week i found out I'm 1cm lower than 6 months ago >.<
and i really understand how you feel,because people make fun of my height too and i'm always the lowest one everywhere xD

MIHO · **Reply #652 on:** December 07, 2008, 11:21:46 AM

Quote from: nage on December 07, 2008, 12:45:56 AM

Awww... but you're so cuuuuuuuuuuuute~~~~ <333

*runs away*

*hides somewhere far away from you*

You should wear those heavy punk boots.. then it definitelly WOULD HURT! Or those with sharp point, haha.. (How tall are you, btw? O.o)

LOL Nage I really hope you didn't mean that XDD

I'm 1 m 56, as I already said somewhere else on the forum.
And I already wear cowboy boots XDD I should try kicking harder :p

But I just want to be taken serious, and that's just not happening because everyone I know is older, and taller than me.

nage · **Reply #653 on:** December 07, 2008, 02:49:47 PM

When we meet in Paris, I'll act very childish so you will feel old (

) and respected... is that ok with you?

Anyway, I know smaller people than you are. ^_^

MIHO · **Reply #654 on:** December 07, 2008, 03:13:53 PM

Quote from: nage on December 07, 2008, 02:49:47 PM

When we meet in Paris, I'll act very childish so you will feel old () and respected... is that ok with you?

Anyway, I know smaller people than you are. ^_^

Thank you very much! =O

Kayero · **Reply #655 on:** December 08, 2008, 06:06:55 PM

I'm so damn ill... okay it's just a cold but I'm feeling terrible. -.-

nage · **Reply #656 on:** December 08, 2008, 06:40:28 PM

You're welcome Miho. ^_^

Awww, Kayero.....

I hope you get well soon! *pats*

Kayero · **Reply #657 on:** December 08, 2008, 07:49:51 PM

Thanks, nage.

But because I'm ill I could leave the office earlier today. Always look on the bright side of life. ^_^

madrigal · **Reply #658 on:** December 08, 2008, 08:32:53 PM

What really pissed me off today is the fact that some people HAVE to hurry inside the bus, pushing and screaming acting like they're no older than 14 (sorry all normal people of the age of 14). AND WHEN THEY GET ON BOARD THE BUS THEY DON'T EVEN SIT ON THE FREE PLACES, THEY JUST PLUG THE BUS UP. Oh, I was sooo angry.

Menacia · **Reply #659 on:** December 08, 2008, 08:36:34 PM

hehe. I know that. Happens to me quite often. That's really annoying.