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Offtopic / Goodbye my friend
« on: January 29, 2007, 07:36:09 PM »
Posted thread like this so I can read your message? Well it works. Or maybe you have another purpose? X made us met each other. But x didn’t separate us. But you. I think you haven’t realized yet what have you done to me. Our relation is over after you stabbed me on my back. Maybe you should ask one of your friends and of course not that woman, ask them are you wrong or right to do this to me? Fu…never thought that I’ll still send (well not sending, but posting) any words for you.

I still have an unread message from you. But like I said, I won’t read that and it’ll be in the trash a few minutes after this. And I don’t care is it fair or not if you read mine and I don’t read yours. Cause I don’t want to have any relation with you. My heart is already hurt. I hope you’re not going to do the same thing you did to me to your friends. Did you just send me a text messaging? I’m sure it’s you. Cause I remember your cell phone number. But I won’t read it. No matter how many times you send me, I’ll not read it. Or maybe with other numbers? I can know it if it’s you. So it’ll be useless. Just save your pulse.

And yeah, so you also don’t need to reply my post here. Cause yeah! I won’t read it. Cause I won’t be back here. So once again, useless. I accept your last hug for me, though I don’t feel warm with it.

I am just remembering about your comment on my blog. Remember, you the one who said that Toshi had sacrificed so many things in his life for Yoshiki. Well, this thing has nothing to do with our relation. Just a thing I want to tell to you.

P.S I don’t know what will be in you guys mind after reading this. But…I think I won’t care about it. And don’t take any deduction from this, moreover if it’s bad deduction. It’s just something wrong in our relationship.

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Offtopic / please read
« on: January 29, 2007, 07:25:16 PM »
I’m trying to shut up my mouth, but I think I can’t do it. What I said in my last post I think it’s already clear. But I’ll continue. And please read it carefully.

I don’t mean that I want that song for only hide. It’s really not. Even if Yoshiki said that the song is for Toshi. Then it’s ok. I don’t place hide at the top in everything. But the thing is, it’s said very clear already, it’s for hide.

I admit it, as someone who’s been living in Japan for a long time and lived the same day with X, you (PanthereNoire) have a lot more knowledge and information about X more than us, the new generation of X fans. But it doesn’t mean you can say anything what’s on your mind which is horrible. I often posted questions before which you’ve never answered or replied. And I don’t understand why you said there are many things you can’t say to the public, but you started all of your words. You’ve started then you’ve to finish it.

If you said something bad about their songs, about how bad they played their instrument, ok. I try to understand it. And I know I have to respect it. But if you talk about someone’s personal life? No, No, No. everything you said is nothing, bullshit. You never touched them in real life. You’re just a fan.

Seems PanthereNoire is such a “unique” person. You want other to believe in everything you said, but you never want to believe other. Please look at your self.

Do I have to say that I know some people who knew X? (I am thinking will PanthereNoire ask me to prove it?) I know several people who know X. and I bet you’ll be surprised if you guys know what their relationships. Will be shocked I think. Few days ago, I told her about this forum. And I told her about everything PanthereNoire had said. Then she said to me, “She is a liar” and just like what’s in my mind she said to me “what does she see on Tv?” she even asked me, “Do I have to indict this forum to Yoshiki?” yeah, I thought I wanted it to. I don’t want PanthereNoire keeps saying such things. But no! I still see and respect Hypno as the owner of this forum. I couldn’t do that to Hypno.

I’m signing out of this forum forever.

Every time I want to check this forum, I feel uncomfortable. This forum is just like a hell. And I’m sick about all of this. Before the dispute between me and PanthereNoire has blown like this. I told my friend about this forum. And he said that I shouldn’t have joined such a forum like this. And yeah, I thought so, felt unhappy in this forum. But saw every post from PanthereNoire making me unwilling to stay away from this forum. I really don’t want PanthereNoire saying something even worse about them. Beside I’ve already fallen in love to this forum.

But right now? No. I can’t hold it anymore. I have to quit from this forum. Because it’s really making my days become so bad. When I couldn’t log in this forum for a while, I was a bit annoyed and missed this forum. But I found it, that I was happy not to read all PanthereNoire posts. I passed my days with smile. If I continue joining this forum, I am really sure the dispute and quarrel will happen again. Maybe other x-freaks member can’t disregard about that. But me? I can’t. I can’t ignore something like this and act like there’s nothing happened.

Hypno, my apologies once again to you, I really love this forum Hypno, I do. But my heart can’t stand it anymore. i really miss that day when we're laughing together. And to all x-freaks member. Gomene. Fuh…I really need to assure my heart. Hypno, you may delete my account here, e..no, not may but you have to delete my account. Please do it.

thanks and goodbye everyone.

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hide / hide's tattoo
« on: January 29, 2007, 07:00:15 PM »
blue rose???

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Other Bands / Red Hot Chili Peppers
« on: January 29, 2007, 04:02:57 PM »
i'm not RHCP fans, but yeah, i listened to their song. and i like the way he sings ^_^

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hide / The New York Times article about hide
« on: January 29, 2007, 03:49:49 PM »
Yes he is! ^_______^

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Albums/Singles / Desperate Angel
« on: January 29, 2007, 03:44:13 PM »
i think you are in the right place ;)

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Merchandise / Photobooks and such
« on: January 29, 2007, 03:32:37 PM »
a...i got what you mean. so, search for "X Book" hehe. thanks anyway ;)

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Yoshiki / Drum Sticks on the show BariBariBaryu
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:51:53 PM »
hey! don't take it that seriously. beside as i heard it is for charity.

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Merchandise / Photobooks and such
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:28:57 PM »
will there be a cheaper copy?  :?  :?

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Pictures/Galleries / Toshi (non visual)
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:26:11 PM »
yeah but i've never found almost all you've posted!!!

 :?

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Yoshiki / Drum Sticks on the show BariBariBaryu
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:23:10 PM »
but right now it's already up to 360,001,000 yen!

well GOD don't give signature. xDDD

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Merchandise / Photobooks and such
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:14:16 PM »
Photo & Talk for $99.99 that's very expensive x____x

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General chat / Endless Rain = Endless Pain ?? 0_0
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:08:45 PM »
Quote
'rain' as symbol for 'tears'


yup!

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Pictures/Galleries / x-japan pics ^^
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:05:53 PM »
O! ferret!!!

really nice.

xDD

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Pictures/Galleries / Toshi (non visual)
« on: January 28, 2007, 06:02:06 PM »
Wow!! uh i am really wondering how do ferret get all the nice pics?!!!

xD

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Pictures/Galleries / x-japan pics ^^
« on: January 28, 2007, 05:18:27 PM »
Wow!!! arigatou ne!

Orkrist-->well i think there's nothing wrong with that picture ^^;;

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Yoshiki / Drum Sticks on the show BariBariBaryu
« on: January 28, 2007, 05:01:21 PM »
http://page3.auctions.yahoo.co.jp/jp/auction/c141602761


290,011,000 yen for Yoshiki's drum Sticks!!!! OMG!!  :shock:  :shock:

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General chat / What X song are you listening to?
« on: January 28, 2007, 04:49:45 PM »
there are so many x songs here in http://www.myspace.com/i_wanna_be_your_man

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Other Bands / Sugizo & The Spank
« on: January 28, 2007, 04:07:25 PM »
speaking about Sugizo. does his band Sugizo and The Spank Your Juice still exist?

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hide / hide Artwork
« on: January 28, 2007, 03:37:42 PM »
Oh My Gosh!!! that are awesome!!!  :shock:

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On the Verge of Destruction / silent jealousy
« on: January 25, 2007, 12:21:07 PM »
xDD

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On the Verge of Destruction / silent jealousy
« on: January 24, 2007, 04:48:46 PM »
that's right!! xDD and follow Toshi shouting!! we're like an insane!! xDD

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Forum Games / What NON X Japan song are you listening to?
« on: January 24, 2007, 04:38:57 PM »
Lee Ji Soo-My Girl OST

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Other Bands / Dir En Grey<3
« on: January 24, 2007, 04:34:04 PM »
carzy bitch and Kumo --> ok, i'll search for their CD and take time listening to them.

if you can, please post the newest picture of them ;)

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On the Verge of Destruction / silent jealousy
« on: January 24, 2007, 03:33:47 PM »
Orgasm live is awesome!!! just stare in front the Tv and it's really not boring!! xDDD

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Yoshiki / yoshiki on vocals?!
« on: January 24, 2007, 02:56:08 PM »
i don't think Yoshiki can sing. gomene Yoshiki xDDD, but i still love his voice! xDD

mm..wondering who is Hally?

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Pictures/Galleries / Taiji - Cowboy Thread (X)
« on: January 23, 2007, 06:24:48 PM »
he's always cool!!! thanks for that! ;)

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Yoshiki / Yoshiki and Toshi
« on: January 23, 2007, 05:11:19 PM »
Ok, i'm silly for waiting your replies.

PanthereNoire...

I can’t understand why there is such a person like you in this world. You keep saying that you have been living in Japan for many years, have been X fan for a long time. And then you said hide was jealous with Toshi, you said Yoshiki’s speech on the funeral day wasn’t for hide, even in the article which said Without You is for hide, you denied it. You want other people to prove what they said, but you? You never approve anything from your words. Are you really a X fan? what in my mind is, What purpose do you do this honestly? What the advantage for you to talk like that about x members? Ok, I know most fans want to know about their idol life. But after you said all of that (which I don’t believe-and still unknown the truth), what does x or any members will change? Nothing. You know, when the first I saw your posts; I was really disappointed and sad. Don’t you think that you have ruined their images? You make x history just like a very sad and dramatic drama stories. X doesn’t sell their personal life. They had created such an awesome music. X gives us a Great music for us listening to. X gives us Music which has changed many people’s life. X gives us inspiration to face this life. And we should thank to that. We should appreciate for everything they had done. i really don't know what to say to you.


to Hypno, I’m sorry to make this forum such a war place. When the first time I found this forum (I found it by SK), I felt this forum was so lovely and so friendly. We were talking about x music, laughing. (if you guys remember those time) I was really having fun browsing this forum. But now it’s like a hell. and i can't stand it anymore....


if you really love x, love their music. what happened was a history and it won't change. x has been giving us such a tremendous music. should enjoy it and thank to them. don't ruin their images, please...

I'm off.

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Yoshiki / Yoshiki and Toshi
« on: January 23, 2007, 04:17:59 PM »
i really didn't want to start that, but you are the one who said me silly girl!

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Yoshiki / Yoshiki and Toshi
« on: January 23, 2007, 04:00:04 PM »
Hurley --> i don't make a fool of myself!

PanthereNoire --> oho! i've already guessed about you and Dian. hey what did you see on TV??? keep insulting like that. have you ever seen your self? how stubborn and selfish you are. like what i said you keep saying fact and fact. was eveything you said is a fact? prove it to me! don't you think because you live inJapan, so you can talk like you know much about x. nonsense.

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