-When you stay awake over a night long just to watch X JAPAN's DVD's non-stop..
-When you realized that you're living in a madness called 'Now'
-When you created some poem like this:
DEAR LOSER...
I'm a DESPERATE ANGEL that walking in the ENDLESS RAIN with a SCARS inside my DEEP RED heart.
I couldn't SAY ANYTHING,I'm continously shouting my VOICELESS SCREAMING to pretend that I'm ALIVE to the people that keeps STAB ME IN THE BACK with a RUSTY NAIL.
My face is covered with BLUE BLOOD,my body continously going to WRIGGLE,because of their SADISTIC DESIRE.I try to dry my TEARS with love 'cause I know it's UNFINISHED.
They made me be a JOKER in their CELEBRATION for my last WEEK END.They said I'm a MISCAST...I'm shouting the XCLAMATION of I'LL KILL YOU to them,and with a ROSE OF PAIN I've started the EASY FIGHT RAMBLING.
I try to GIVE ME THE PLEASURE with an ORGASM that I found in a STANDING SEX,but the PHANTOM OF GUILT of my SILENT JEALOUSY made me CRUCIFY MY LOVE.
In the PIANO LIFE OF ES DUR,I'm LONGING for FOREVER LOVE,but what I've found is just a LOVE REPLICA in THE LAST SONG,but the WHITE WIND FROM MR.MARTIN have DRAIN my VANISHING LOVE of my DAHLIA.
In this PROLOGUE of WHITE POEM I,at last I've found the ART OF LIFE of X.
I'm the one who created the poem,if you want to post it somewhere...PM me first!