I don't know what to think. I was ready to make some noise, I mean big noise, with medias, with advertisments, because his death shocked me. Don't get me wrong, I loved Hide too, but after all his death was an accident, right? Stupid ridiqulous accident that took him from his fans, friends and family. But Taiji died alone, far from home from violent death.
Sometimes I think - what could we do, what we will change? We can only spread around the world what happened to him, because many pople still believe in first version, suicide. And I think this is a nasty joke wih Hide's death.
I asked a fiend for support, she said "you will change nothing, because nobody cares", I was about to slap her. I do care, I suppose you care too, and till the last fan of X dies there will be people who care. I'm not sayin we will reverse this and whoever did this will go to jail, I'm saying we will not stop trying. Not because I have too many time or money to waste on someone I never met in my life, but simply because he was a good person and what happened to him - he didn't deserved it. And honestly, from all X members I feel him closest as a personality and what he says in his book, if I was him I would act the same.
I was just thinking, what did he wrong, God, to end like this. Well, obviously too many things, but... This isn't right.