well....
i've been thinking of doing this a long time ago*remember Sander? :/*but now i'll do it for real....well...i'm going to stop visiting the forum.i really cant stand this situation with many people in here.including you Panthere Noire,since you want to hear it and you like us to be honest.sorry,i just cant bare it anymore.ITS AN X JAPAN FORUM!i mean fuck!Toshi and Yoshiki were not the only members!i mean for christ sake!yeah i love hide,whats the problem?i love him more than everybody else on this band,and thats my personal opinion.i love Yoshiki as well.but Toshi,no,i dont.and thats also sth personal.and i dont want to see people get hurt.and there are some people who agree with me.not many,maybe 2 or 3.....
i cant stay here,waiting for this forum to turn into a hate forum.i cant stay here,seeing hide enemies and Toshi worshipers.i cant,sorry.i want everything to be equal....
call me a brat,call me a bitch,call me a stupid hide fangirl,call me whatever you want,i dont care since i said what i wanted to say.i loved this forum and i recall of the good old times here.back in July/August....back then where we were like a family and we didnt fight like that.its disgusting :/
P.S1 i'm not refering only to PN
P.S2 Sander,all these things i said are not your fault.you are great at what you do,really.
P.S3 say whatever you want about this thread.i wrote what has been on my mind the last few months.
P.S4 i'll always love X Japan with or without hide.i'm not discriminating.i love them all but in a different way.except for Toshi.i just like him for being who he is
P.S5 and please PN,i really beg you,stop repeating that you live in Japan and that you listen to X Japan for many years.we all know it.but it means nothing to me.i dont know you.i havent even seen your face.i like you and dont like you at the same time.and dont get proud.you are not the only reason i leave the forum.plus,stop being so mean with some people in here.you really hurt them...or you want to remain here on yourself and your supporters?sorry,i'm just being honest
P.S6 Sander,please cancel my account.thanks...
P.S7 bye everybody,i really wish i can still talk with some of you<3
bye....